Tears in Heaven

Would you know my name
If I saw you in heaven?
Would you feel the same
If I saw you in heaven?
I must be strong and carry on
'Cause I know I don't belong here in heaven

Would you hold my hand
If I saw you in heaven?
Would you help me stand
If I saw you in heaven?
I'll find my way through night and day
'Cause I know I just can't stay here in heaven

Time can bring you down, time can bend your knees
Time can break your heart, have you begging please, begging please

Beyond the door there's peace I'm sure
And I know there'll be no more tears in heaven

Would you know my name
If I saw you in heaven?
Would you feel the same
If I saw you in heaven?
I must be strong and carry on
Cause I know I don't belong here in heaven

Valentine's Day

14 Februari 2012

gaada yang spesial kok. sama sekali enggak. justru ini Valentine paling buruk. I don't like this Valentine's Day. tau lagunya Martina McBride gak?

If there were no words
No way to speak
I would still hear you

If there were no tears
No way to feel inside
I'd still feel for you

And even if the sun refuse to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart
Until the end of time
You're all i need
My love, my valentine

All of my life
I have been waiting for
All you give to me
You've opened my eyes
And showed me how to love unselfishly

I've dreamed of this a thousand times before
In my dreams i couldnt love you more
I will give you my heart
Until the end of time
You're all i need
My love, my valentine

And even if the sun refuse to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart
Until the end of time
Cuz all i need
Is you, my valentine

You're all i need
My love, my valentine

sedih gue kalo denger lagu itu. kenapa? karena lagu itu berbalik 180 derajat dgn gue. enggak enggak gue ga putus kok. cuman menjelang putus. haha menjelang.

iya. gue sedih. gue capek. gue emg gapernah bilang gue capek kenapa. gue bukan tipe orang yang cengeng. dikit dikit ngeluh. tapi gue juga bisa ngeluh kan sekalisekali? gue ada buat lo karena gue pengen merubah sikap jelek lo dan gue mau niru sikap b

aik lo. tapi gue gagal. gue gabisa. gue nyerah. hampir 10 bulan gue coba dengan berbagai cara. hasilnya nihil. mungkin orang yang bisa ngerubah lo emang bukan gue. orang yang seharusnya jadi milik lo bukan gue. masih banyak orang didunia ini. yang Allah mau bukan gue. gue ini bukan siapa siapa yang bisa ngerubah kehendak Allah. tapi gue gabisa ngelepas lo langsung. butuh adaptasi. nanti SMA kita pisah sekolah kok. gue yakin itu waktu yang tepat untuk ngelepas lo. gue gatau sebenernya lo berfikiran yang sama atau enggak sama gue. atau mungkin lo mau ngelepasin gue skrg? yah gapapa sih sebenernya kalo emang itu yang terbaik. gue rela kok. gue seneng kalo lo seneng. meskipun itu berat buat gue.

maaf gue ngecewain lo. i love you so much dear. only that. i'm so sorry about everything. i will always pray for you